So it Begins

1/22/16

"Talking to yourself isn't crazy. Answering yourself is."

You know, I don't think I agree with that quote. I think good conversation is good conversation, no matter who with. As someone who has always kept in consistent contact with myself both verbally and mentally I have learned that talking to yourself does not make you crazy.

For a long time I really did think there was something wrong. Because it was not just the occasional couple question and answers that people have, I would have close to full conversations with myself. I had no idea what might cause it, and how to stop it. But recently, as in earlier today, I think I finally stumbled on the answer; The voice in my head is not just that, but it is my voice. The conversations i have been having are not between two personalities, but between two different adaptations of the same one.

I believe that I have been having conversations between the person and the writer in me. I believe that i have been having these conversations, because I have all these thoughts, musings, dreams and opinions that have no where to go. These conversations have been the only way that I could process, file, and store info, or else it would have no where to go, and traffic would start to build up in my brain.

Thus, this brings us to this blog. One, I want to test out my theory that I am a writer, and see if that by putting things on paper, the conversations among myself might subside. Also, I think that a lot of the things I have to say should be heard, and talked about by others, and talked about with me.

So, if I post something, and it hits a chord with you, if it makes you angry or sad. If it makes you laugh or cry. If you agree or if you disagree, or if you simply want to talk; LETS. I not only want to work through some of the issues I have been having, but I also want to create a place, or an avenue that people can use to help themselves. I have 0 qualifications that make me able to help anyone is almost anyway, but I want to try. I want to try for myself, and to give others a chance to be apart of it, or to help themselves is just an added bonus.

I have no idea how often I will write. I have no idea how long each individual post will be. I have no idea what is going to be said in each post, and there is no guarantee that the beginning of a post will relate to the middle or the end.

So here is it. "Talking to Myself, About Myself."

Thanks.